In this moment I am very grateful for that simple message that came through to me yesterday from a friend with the link to Nicola for this group. I just listened to the first audio . I am sitting here as my day begins crying. Not because I am sad, just very grateful to have been guided here. 22 years ago I suffered through severe depression and PTSD and survived 3 suicide attempts. The last one they restarted my heart. I went for 1 year not leaving my home unless I absolutely had to.

I have ventured outside of my home for a sleep over with my grand babies, we have started having play days where we go and have an adventure. I was able to leave and go to their birthday parties. More important I did not freak out on the drive, nor did I was to run and hide. I had and am having days of joy . Wow that has been a long time coming. I am waking up happy in the morning now , looking forward to what the day will bring. I live in Canada and guess what? I am planning a trip to Ireland this fall with a friend. This coming from a lady who has not even gone out and done her own groceries in over two years. Oh I forgot and this is huge, I went clothes shopping So one breath at a time … one baby step at a time … one new page each day along our journeys. We’ve got this and we are not alone. My heart is full of gratitude. Nicola, you really have no idea how much you have and are helping. Thank you dear heart xox